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Hey there...I was thinking for a last few days if I should write this or not...Then thought came: "They are my friends. They care. They should know"

So I'll tell you then...Maybe some of you noticed...About a week ago I was in a hospital like for a day. But why you ask? The day before I had a test with CT scanner or hovewer u call in english. To make it more "clear" they gave me iodyne or something with it to drink...I'm allergic to it. They knew it perfectly. Yet still...I had to drink that shit...And there problems started. I was back home. Night came. My whole throat got blisters all over...Couldn't speak a word, started to choke...When my family called the ambulance, I was immediately taken to hospital. Got some meds, the edema was gone, so I was discharged home from the hospital...The same day. Funny. I wasn't even feeling better. Next day passed. Cough started. The one that I'm not willing even for my worse enemies. The one that was and its still giving me burning pain in my chest every night. Yes...Days are pretty ok, except mornings when I have to vomit phlegm...It streaks mostly at nights...Two days ago I had so strong attack, I was choking to death again...Had to get injection...Yesterday wasn't that bad, but still...next injection to stop that cough...This time instead of only "loosen" the respiratory system...It made me so weak...Ive probably lost consciousness for few hours...Cant remember...I was in bed...It was like a sleep without dreams...Hearing nothing but quiet screech. 

It's like week since it all started...I'm just really tired...sored...

All because allergic reaction.
The doc's mistake.

Also...still had to finish my teaching practice...20+ hours of working with little kids in that state...

I really...don't know how much my organism can take...I'm scared, really...I don't want to die. I don't want to give up. I HAVE A FUCKING REASONS TO LIVE! 

I have friends here.
I have my love...

So please...if something would happen...In nearest future...

REMEMBER IT WASN'T MY FAULT AT ALL!

I don't want to write my last will and shit like that...It would be probably giving up...

I'm not sad...Not depressed...Just so fucking scared...


And I'm sorry for my english once again...It's so hard to explain things when it comes to health...
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duckducktoys's avatar
i hate to be that guy but www.deviantart.com/journal/So-… someone is being rather asshole-ish